new YEAR, new LEEN.

emm, it's too early to prepare the stuffs yet i just can't wait for the day to come.
but why he seems to be soo relax huh?
maybe girls je yg kalut kot.
takpe, i'll give u some times dear, while u set up the date for us.
:))

jeles lak bile tgk2 org sebok2 prepare nk kawen, aku pun nak gak, (huwahhh).
tp a year seems to be soo long for me..
maybe for me awal lagik la, but to my parents tataw nape dorang rase cam x sempat bagai.
risau nk melepaskan anak kesayangan dorang ni lah tu..
;p

erm, plan to list everything by this month but nmpk gaye cam tak jadik je..
maybe bile dh migrate to shah alam i'll start all over again, from A-Z.
about the dress, the place, pelamin sume..
warghhh! byk nye nak kene pikir.
aku tgk org lain 6 bulan before kawen sempat je nk prepare sume..
even yg gap nye 3 bulan pun sempat ni kan pulak a year kan?
kompem sempat punye lah. (konpiden je, nak sedapkan ati.)
baju for nikah, wedding sume pakei je yg kat butik.
mekap, photographer opkos from the package.
just think about the invitation cards, doorgifts, guestbook/guestlist, DJ, hantaran, ring for him - (i love to hear that u want to wear it syg), yeah, the theme! it supposed to be the first but it's just forgotten. huhh..
owh tolonglah..
kali ni aku nk jugak prepare the hantaran since mase engagement dulu fully from others.
taknak pisang berbuah 2 kali n im not happy with that.
sis yuyu ckp hantaran about 1k jek, nothing to be worried about since aku bajet dlm 3-4k.
haha.
bajet org kaye gitu.
;p

aritu dh tanye si dier.
dier nk wane silver.
dulu aku tasuke sgt silver, yelah..
aku ni gelap je.
kang silver tu shinning ke ape ke tak ke silau org memandangku.
;p
so dier nk silver, i plus grey or cream come along with the silver.
takla janggal sgt dgn aku.
or why not, combine wit black.
hmm.
pastu for my side, plan nk wane puteh/cream with red.
my mom hate white.
but sokay.
nanti buley ubah.
mane lah tau.
survey2 butik tgk2 ade lak yg terbekenan.
so theme will be referring to the dress.

hah, jangan tak tau.
aku dah siap design dah kad kawen aku.
cik abe pun bkn main lagik.
sblm bertunang lagik dah siap kot.
:))

cume belum masukkan peta n name2 mak ayah aku je lagik.
pehtu tgh pikir2.
aku tanak kad yg bersepah, perlu ke kerawang bagai?
semak kot.
aku dah design, se simple yg aku harapkan.
canteklah for me.
haha.
takpe, everything akan di alter semula.
aku suke sgt wat keje dua kali.
mmg suke lah.
dr time blajar lagik, kwn2 aku pun kate gitu.
wat kije lambat kot, bkn lembab.
wakakak.
bak kate org tua lah, biar lambat asal selamat.
bkn pe.
aku lambat2 ni aku teliti.
memilih.
yeah, im choosy.
kalau buley sume nk perfect.
but it's impossible la.
mane de yg perfect.
tp for the big day, i wish i could do some big things for me and my future husband.
adeh.
(aku cam tak bley pecaye lagik neh. i'm 23 and bakal kawen? gile lah. haha.. adekah aku kegatalan? owh tidak.
aku cume letih bercinte dgn org yg aku tak tau hala tujunye. dier dah menunjukkan kesungguhan dier terhadap aku, aku taknak sia2 kannye. u're just my everything. u're my destiny for everything. ape yg aku buat everything is just for him. mamaaa.. help me, i miss him soo much!! :( )

ahh, puas dah berangan sat.
sambung lenkali lak.
sementara tu tumpang2 kegembiraan dan keeksaitetan org lain dlm memprepare wedding dorang, tu pun dh cukup best buat aku.
to sis yuyu.
happy bride-to-be.
hehe.
sonok.
leen tumpang gembira.
:))

yeah, talking but the new year.
aku cume mengharapkan aku dpt kije yg ok nanti.
planning to try looking for a job at shah alam.
hopefully ade lah,
takpun aku tanam anggur je lam farmville, bih cite.
huu..
pehtu, aku nk plan everything with future hubby.
sbb dah dekat senang sikit.
ni jauh aku nk tanye pape pun tak jadik keje,
haish.

tahun ni aku berniat, nak bersihkan hati. takank pikir yg bukan2..
yg negatif2..
sbb aku mmg suke berfikir.
bende kecik pun aku buley besar kan.
bak kate cik abg, bende yg takde pun sy buley ade kan lah.
dahsatt.. kalah doremon dh aku neh.
so kene ubah.
ok, i noe he love me so tak perlu tanye byk2 kali n tak perlu wat dier wisau, marah dgn soalan aku tuh.
yess..clear ur mind leen.
pikir yg positif.
he got so many things to do instead of 24 hours thinking of u all the time.
haip.
but what can i do.
i always think about u dear.
uhuhh..
yalah2.
tak pikir yg negatip dah.
im a brand new LEEN.
next is.
hmm
entah
aku pikir yg atas tu je.
yg len takde pulak.
mungkin sbb excited.
aku cume pikir dier je.
so everything about him sume tu la azam baru aku.
yeah.
nak spend these quality time just with my parents.
yela, a few months after this aku nk stay kat shah alam dah.
jauh dah dgn dorang.
pastu dh nk kawen.
bile lagik aku nk memanje.
huu..
tambah2 dgn kucen kesayangan aku nih..
am gonna mish u guys..
very bad!
;(

dahla.
b4 i cry i better stop here.
see u next time.
:))

be safe guys.